When I am having a breakdown and/or panic attack that is probably not a good time to tell me someone had a crush on me. I will only panic more and feel even worse about myself. In fact, when I’m breaking down the only thing you should tell me is something along the lines of “I’m here for you” because everything else will either be too suffocating or sound like bullshit to me.
I push people away because it fucking scares me to have someone care about me. I push people away because I don’t want to hurt anyone. Please understand that. I don’t want to hurt any of you. So please, stop caring. Please. I’m a shot person and no matter what I do I’ll end up hurting you. Please.
I’ll show you mine if you show me yours first. Let’s compare scars and I’ll tell you who’s is worse
I like how instead of messaging me when I was upset someone unfollowed me. Yay for people being accepting and helpful and all that shit.
I don’t know for what yet but I’m sorry
Literally me okay. Please stop.